Sunday, November 6, 2011

Never sacrifice who you are just because someone else has an issue with it.

Hi there! Back from a short break. Life's better, for now.
First of all, I'm going to dedicate a post to my dearest boyfriend. Then followed by my sister's birthday celebration. So I shall start now, bare with me for a little while.

Hey silly. You've been such a wonderful and awesome boyfriend. Thanks for always making my day, remember thursday(3rd November)? I had a really fabulous day with you, although we didn't go out but we stayed at your house watch PA1 and PA2, followed by Blackshot. I know I am god damn noob because I just started, but not bad leh can at least kill you quite a number of times. I am fucking lucky to have you by my side okay. Don't care what others say, because what I say, it's the most important thing.

I don't know if you're reading this or not. But really hope you do come by my blog and visit (I know you will).
Last month was still okay, at least we didn't quarrel that much and you're fucken cute and lovely k! You know I'll always love you right? I can really see that you really love me a lot. Those times when you tear for me, I was really very shocked. You were the very first guy who really cry for me and I'm seriously sorry for those hurting words that I've said to you. When I hugged you and comfort you, I was feeling all guilty. You know?
                                    (This picture was so fucken epic, I tip-toed and you squad down a little!)

For all this months, I want to thank you for being there for me ALL THE TIME. I really hope we last like forever?!!???!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean like, I don't believe in forever, but you made me believed in it! I know I have been a nuisance and acting like some kid. But you know why? Because I love you, and I'll get jealous easily, I'M OVER-SENSITIVE. I swear to you, I have never ever loved someone as much as how I love you. It's like whenever I'm with you, I'm like flying already hahahaha.

I don't care what other people say about us, judge us or even insult us or whatever shit. As long as there's the both of us, we'll always fight through everything together okai, mua. Although everything's just too hard for us. And I know I've got you into a deep trouble, but you still didn't count me in your "burden list" and I'm like "WTF? I always caused so much trouble but you still have to give me advises and help me clean up my mess (my mum too) and you didn't even complain a single shit!"

Honestly speaking I really have this fucken feeling that we will last very long! Talk about crazy stuffs now... I don't know what to do if you're going for NS service...... for like in 4/5/6 years time? Also found out from my mum about NS stuffs whether when you book in or book out if you're in the different hmmm... what do I call that? "Platoon"? Never mind, don't care. If we can last till that long, I will wait for you k! Go fetch you home after you booked out and send you back to book in again and stuffs like this, I PROMISE! <3

I have no idea what will happen in the future, but I'm all prepared for it. I still remember the heart2heart talks everytime we had over at your house. It's just so relaxing, I mean like... I always feel comfortable talking to you about anything. Only the both of us, talking all day long, watching movies and playing games together. And whenever we have our heart2heart talks, you just keep on touching my hair and to me, it feels like you sayang me like that. I just want to spend my everyday with you la okay. ;-)

Baby, I don't know if you're reading this now or not. But.... if you're reading this, I know you have much more worries than I do. In fact the both of us have a whole lot of insecurities and stuffs related to that. I'm sorry that I said all those hurtful words in the past that made you cried.... I'm really sorry and I really felt guilty after saying all those heart-stabbing words. You might choose not to say a lot of things because you have been tolerating and yes, you don't want to hurt me. Time and I will prove to you that you have never chosen the wrong girl from the very beginning. Please take care of yourself when I'm not by your side and don't make me worry too much alright? If anything happens to you, I really don't know what to do but just cry hard like the world's gonna end right now. As long as you're trying, I'm staying! I really love you. & if our love is strong, nothing can ever go wrong silly. <3 We will always make it through in life, stick together and work together and yes, love together! I love you, forever & always. xoxo

Although at times, my sister may be irritating. But I swear, she's the best sister in the whole wide world and I love her. <3
I will start with my sister's birthday for now then!

                 Sister's birthday cake! Like a chio <3

Too lazy to elaborate what happened, maybe next time I will update this post again! hahahaha lazy-ness!

The rest of the photos are taken with Queenie's iTouch.....

Alright, that's all for today! Bye, will update soon again. :-)